Going through the pain of infidelity is very difficult, it’s sometimes hard to describe. You have your good days, bad days, and days that you just want to crawl in a hole. You sometimes feel like there is no hope.
Today, I have been consumed with thoughts of sadness after the affair because a part of me feels like I have wasted a part of my life because of this situation. My husband cheated, and I have spent an obsessive amount of time trying to figure this out. Why me, how am I going to get through this, what is going to happen to my kids, etc. etc?
It is very draining BUT I do know that everything happens for a reason and there will be positive things that happen out of this situation. Just hard to see for today. I am just being honest.
I realize that I am going to have these types of days where the affair takes me to a state of sadness, I actually think it’s part of my healing. It doesn’t make me weak or depressed; I am just in a state of sadness. Another thing that makes me sad is that I had so many plans for our lives, things were not suppose to happen like this, it wasn’t in the plans and I am sad about it.
Luckily for me, there is a small voice inside that tells me I am a strong woman, tomorrow will be a better day. It’s just today I want to be sad about the affair, and that is ok.
Anyways, ladies, as always, stay strong and have a good night!!
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U hit the nail on the head, I’m bit necessarily weak or depressed just sad!!!
That’s exactly me right now I’m just sad
It is sad, you build your life around this person and put so much on the line, for them to deceive you in the ultimate way is just sad. Fortunately Jenn, I am in a better place, unfortunately, that better place is without my husband. I wish you the best in your journey through the affair with your husband.
I am so thankful I found this site! I was so depressed….you picked me up with your logical words..thank you!
Your very welcome, that’s what it’s all about – helping women get through this together!! Take Care.