When you have young kids in such an environment of pain and sadness caused by cheating, it is really hard. Sometimes I find myself getting way to frustrated at my kids, and really I am frustrated with my own situation. Kids are so young and innocent, they don’t know such a pain, so it is hard for them to understand. So you try to put on a fake smile and a fake laugh so that they won’t worry. You try to sing songs and tickle them and play with them so they won’t be able to tell what is going on. But kids somehow know!! They know when me and my cheating husband are arguing, even though we think we hide it well. The kids know when I am upset, even thought I smile right in front of them. They will say things that make you feel really bad like “I want mommy and daddy to go’ or ‘can we all go together as a family’. I can think about these things but I can’t stress over it because I have to make the decision that is in her best interest, regardless of what the kids think. I really hope that one day both of my kids grow up having good relationship with both of the parents, even if we are apart. That’s all for now – I wish the best for you!
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