Cheating Husbands – YOU ARE NOT ALONE

Today was just a really draining day. I have a huge lack of energy.  I have allowed myself to be upset by my husbands words.  I hate when I let him get to me.   It doesn’t make sense and I do it over and over again.  He wants to do things his way and just doesn’t take time to listen to what I am trying to say.  This was even before the affair, before the lying.  I really feel like my failure in this whole thing was my inability to be confident enough to know what I want and know what I don’t want.  I told myself that the good outweighed the bad, even though secretly I knew something wasn’t right, the connection wasn’t 100%.  But I told myself, no one has 100% connection, just take what you can.  But over time the things that I ‘ignored’ became bigger and bigger.  The one little lie turned into more.  The times he neglected to tell me one thing turned into many things.  And now, I am drained.  I am emotionally drained.  My energy was so high this week, and because of 3 conversations with my cheating husband, I have no energy.  I am so mad that he has has this effect on me, and I am determined to get to the point where he does not do this to me.  I have an energy and spirit that is so much more positive than this, but I allowed him to get to me.  I say allow because ultimately I choose how I feel, and even though he may of made me feel like this today, trust me, I WILL RECOVER.  Ladies, have a great weekend!!